I think I'm sick of blogging.
Heh.

Never thought that day would come... I knew the time would come when I'll be really too busy to blog, and neglect my blog.. but this is really unprecedented..

... I'm actually too lazy too blog...

The pasts week have taken a pretty sever toll on me.. I think its pretty much like a grinding stone...
Even the weather is topsy turvy... first the meteorological station was proclaiming January to be the driest month in ten years, then God seems to say, "oops", then it starts to rain cats and dogs everyday...

... not that I really hate the rain.. it just disrupts many of my schedules...
coz most of my free times are spend either swimming or tanning... (stop sniggering), or at the gym.

People keep asking me if I'm still a Christian, especially after the recent incidents and stuffs that happened..
I've said it, and I'll say it a million times over.
"I believe in God - the Christian God, His Son - Jesus, and The Councellor - The Holy Spirit."

I am a Christian in that aspact,
but over the months, I've realized that "what God thinks is best for us" IS NOT what makes us happy.
He doesn't care whether we are happy (presently), but rather if
i. His ultimate Will is done
ii. What is for the greater good.

I've been discussing with.. umm... a person inside, and we've came to a weird conclusion...
If everybody asked God for what they think is best for them, the world would be in abject chaos.
i.e.
Person A asks : "God, please smite this horrible DXO for me, he makes my life terrible."
Person B asks : "God, why is this happening? I just want to make amends, but its too hard for me to do so."

God cannot do both, but he can offer a central solution - such as providing a situation where both can understand each other and maybe even become friends.
- but that being so, both parties may not appreciate the push towards this solution.

God does what He thinks is best. - Not what we thinks is best.

haha... sounds ridiculous to some people I bet, but this is what I believe in, and I am sure that even some Christians would oppose our thinking, but yup, thats the way it goes.





I can breathe easier now.

Happy birthday darling, you're 21 years old already.
stop behaving like a little kid all the time k?
or I'll keep pinching your cheeks and messing up your hair..

... I love you...

*hugs tight*